am i weird for havin these unusual feelings ?

July 17th, 2008 by

ok i just turned 18 last month. i lov girls girls girls.

out with them a lot. (still a virgin tho). all of a sudden my mind is botherin me with this question. (am i gay?, wut if i try to hav anal $ex, if i like it am i gay ?.Why am i getting tempted to try it?, but i WONT) .Weird right..anyway i tried looking at one sexy guy, picturing havin sex with him, im disgusted and not turned on.

when i try it on a sexy hot girl i get turned on and not disgusted. i am also always moody for no reason, yellin at parent etc.

can i go back to before im sorry to be too explicit, but i just need some comments.

before i use to get along with parent..now not so good.

i want to stop these annoying thoughts. I aint gonna do them cuz it aint right i aint no homo.

i keep getting the thought.

can i stop it ? my friend jus told me that its hormones.wut does she mean ? Markietellme, dud ur right i been sleepin at like 4am everyday, (b4 usually round 10).been not eatin well, not at all sumtime, dieting, and hitting gym a lot.n stayin in room more often.ur in the right track somehow

2 Responses to “am i weird for havin these unusual feelings ?”

  1. Tina

    Well maybe you are gay.

    really knows?

  2. irock611

    Its something with your brain. I think you might be going through a phase. I'm sure you were doing things differently before you started getting this thoughts. Do everything you did before you felt this way. Everything counts.

    plenty of sleep and eat well. Staying for long periods of time can lead to depression and you don't want that.

    Luck! =) Hope you feel better and that I helped.

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