I found Black porn on my bf's PC- but i'm not black- what does this mean for my relationship?
Hi Everyone, i've been w/my boyfriend for almost 4 years. He is white i am a very light skinned latina.
year i found porn on his computer 95% of the content was black women w/ big natural breasts having sex w/ white men. I am a very fair skinned spanish woman am not gifted in the chest area. I think black women are beautiful now that i know he has a fetish- i feel i can't compete.I have not been able to get over this- its been a year and i am still feel duped/betrayed. I don't love my body anymore and i wish i looked like the women in his videos.i cannot wrap my head around the idea of how he can love me and want to be with me when what he fantisizes about and likes to look at women who are my complete opposite.
help i dont know whether i should leave him so he can be happy and maybe find someone similar to the videos-or am i over analyzing this?h'es reassured me i have nothing to worry about but it doesnt make sense to me. I was very confident up until this point
July 7th, 2008 at 9:52 pm
Men watching porn is like a stimulation for masturbation. It doesn't mean that he likes those types of women over you. If you guys have been together for almost 4 years, you mean something to him. Be confident in yourself. He loves you for who you are.
really have nothing to worry about.
talk to him again about this topic. He loves you a lot and you have nothing to compete against. It's not like he's going to fall in love with his computer. He's in love with you.
luck!